Thursday, January 10, 2013

sixteen


My wish came far too fast before i expected it.
Empty. Feeling so empty right now.
Are you really that angry with me that i'm not even worth replying to..?
Its only the 16th day, and i can't believe things like these are happening between us.
I wonder if what i did was right.. Did i make the right decisions to interfere with your life?
Seeing you so sad and moody every night, i can't stand the pain of it any longer.
I had to do something within my ability. Something that may help you to be happier.
I actually hope you will come to your senses, to see that the things that people do are out of concern for you and your safety.
You may be pissed off right now because you can't seem to understand people's actions of concern for you.
You're probably the luckiest kid out there, with everyone being there for you no matter what.
Maybe i was wrong to voice out and i shouldn't have even gotten involved with it.
Maybe i had to know where my limits were and stopped at that point.
Maybe i was selfish on my part, for caring. for wanting you to be happy.
Maybe like what others said, you don't even want me to get involved, because it is none of my business.
Honestly, if i really did not take action, i wonder what would have happened?
But what was i to do?
I'm sorry. I couldn't see you suffer anymore, i just couldn't.

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