Stand

Today is the second day of schoooooooooooool!
Thankful to the people who are willing to be my friends, and
having mixed feelings about the rest.
I wonder when i will be able to face the rest like the past.
BUT, SO FAR SCHOOL'S BEEN GOOD.
Tomorrow is a public holiday YAYYYYYYYYYY
WISHING EVERYONE A HAPPY DEEPAVALI IN ADVANCE!~

Wanted to start this semester anew, troubles free,
but thats kind of impossible i guess?

I wonder what would have happened if i didnt voice out,
what would have happened?
i cant even see you girls in the eye for even 2 seconds.
i cant muster up enough courage to speak to you.
its hard, and i miss the fact that we used to be great friends.
I wonder if you all might feel the same?
I will keep this tiny bit of hope within me, and I hope this will be over soon.

I am happy for the people that accept me for who I am,
thank you to everyone who is there for me when I am at the lowest point of my life.
:')

Someone once told me that
"with every downfall, there will be a pleasant surprise that will help you get back on your feet"

I finally see that coming.